Thank you very much for the answer.
So I’m moving to Kazakhstan. As far as I know I will not be able to access online casinos. Pretty much most of the online casinos I banned myself anyway. There is no online casinos allowed neither real one. I know there is 60km away from the city Kazakhstani Las Vegas…… But I will keep strong and away of it.
It just the one left where I was expecting bonus which I’ve got today. So I’ve had £300 bonus and decided to go high bets on slots, went up to £750 went for roulette, quickly went up to £1350 then guess what standard – 14 RED in roll. I actually said myself I will not send this bastards my documents. Unless I get to half of what I’ve lost. I’ve lost all my bonus money. No guts about it. This was addition to addiction.
Today is 7th of August and I officially quitting gambling.
In terms of real casinos… I’ve been once in my life with my friends. After that I came back and I was gambling online rather than go back to real casino. I’m not interested in them the worst are online casinos, as I’m loosing track don’t think about loses.
Thank you for warning me…. No I’m not interested. I’m quiting for good. I don’t put any extra money to any sort of gambling activities. Nothing. ZERO…. I will play crosswords instead, go for run or just pray to god…. Money which I’ve lost is something I will not get back nothing I can do about it. I’m very annoyed with it, but it will go away. Luckily it was 25% of my savings, I still got girlfriend, job, skills and plans for future. However nowadays I want to let god guide me too.
I have to say that I’ve gambled what I could afford to loose. However thinking about what I could have for this and how quick that went it made me scared, hating myself etc…..
Thank you for all your advises. I’m about getting gameblock on my laptop. I will read other stories regularly too.
Wish me good luck