[kabakanie]

Feel very annoyed about money i’ve lost. Its hard to think how much opportunities and real pleasure I’ve wasted. I could treat my GF, buy some gift for my parents, give it out to people which are in need, take trip. Anything.

I put full tank of petrol which usually last for a week thats like £50 I’m thinking wow, I could have 200 free full tanks for this money. That is 4 years of petrol…..

Oh….
What to do…..

I will recover from this and I will not do any online gambling activities. That will be few months to recover losses…..