[Dave1]

Haven’t been gambling today. I don’t want to.

I did have one urge today. I was planning to stop smoking as well since my first post, but today I felt down and bought cigarettes again. When I smoked my first one, I thought about the future and the urge came.

I could’ve asked for money with an excuse, but instead I made it clear to myself that I don’t want to gamble. I can do whatever I want, but just not gambling.

I’ve made this decision and I’m doing this for myself. I won’t let the people around me let me doubt this decision (they can affect my mood, which can lead to an urge).

My priority for now is me finding inner peace. I’m on the right track.