17 January 2018 at 3:02 pm
#42511
i-did-it
Participant
Day 18
Was nice to chat to you Laura .
Not much to report today except it feels like the past is catching up with me.
Some times when i look back all I focus on is gambling – I lived a lot of life before , during and since gambling addiction became a feature of my life. My past is not all regrets and guilt .
Today I am grateful for the efforts I made in the past which apparently still matter today.
It’s that thing of throwing a stone in a pond – we never know who the ripples will reach .
This sounds cryptic but without being specific I feel kinda rewarded for something so long ago I don’t even remember it.
So another great day in recovery .