[Callmecrazy]

Today was terrible. I felt like a dark cloud had seized me. I was severely depressed, tired as hell and with a pounding headache. I wanted to gamble sooo bad. And I did try but couldn’t. You know why? I had all my barriers in place. I excluded from so many casinos I could hardly find one I could sign up for. Once I did sign up for one, I couldn’t use my Mastercard to make a deposit because I had scratched off the CVC numbers on the back of the card.

So, I’m 18 days gamble free. Today my barriers did the work for me, not my willpower.