I’ve actually had a lot of thoughts recently about gambling. I think I might be starting to miss it. It’s an uncomfortable feeling, but lately at work I’ve been seeing people play the bandits, and watched from afar with jealous eyes. I’ve been having the odd flash thought about how easy it would be to drop back into old habits. So far, my rational mind has been winning. The urge has never been so greater than it was last week. Over something so silly too. I was trying to do an online food shop with Tesco and it wasn’t having it. Even though I’ve used my card before it just said no! I figured it was Tesco and tried Asda instead. Same problem. Wasn’t having my card. I was SO annoyed. My first thoughts were “oh my god I just wanna spend some money!!” If I was still on Betfred’s books I’m certain I’d of been there in a flash. As it happens, my card had been blocked by the fraud team again because of some irregular activity. Logging my card details into Tesco about 30 times probably didn’t help. All sorted now and I’m still on track. Cautious but on track.
