Thanks for the reply Vera. Still very tough. My work coach tried to find some help for me. There is nothing. I think this addiction won’t let go until it kills me. That is honestly how I feel. No help for me. No answer from the GA people who gave me their phone number. I still don’t understand the statement every rock bottom has a trap door. You mean it can get worse?. I am a professional woman or at least I used to be. Still getting chest pain and the suggestion today was that I should go into a hostel for the homeless? I am beginning to see the only way out now as suicide. I genuinely cannot continue living in this hell. Why have I been abandoned in this way? GI had hoped that things would begin to get better like GA sAid they would but they are just getting worse.
