[I_Maverick]

Dear all,

Thank you for your comments, the mean a lot to know how much love is out there. I am now in the system of Mental Health due to my self harming and though I do not feel like it now, if I start to think to my recent past the urge to hit myself comes again. I am seeking help for this.

I just had a meeting with Janey at GMA and it was wonderful – thank you Janey.

I have a feeling things will start to get better now, but one day at a time. I am working on how o forgive myself, but not forget, of what I have done. I am hoping this will improve me as a human being.

Taking the day off work today to be with my son, who has just started walking. Amazing. He can walk the entire distance of the living room.

Off now to Richmond park.

All my love.