Beginning of day 15 🙂
Today I felt kind of low… I don’t know exactly why, it’s not even the regret about the mistakes I’ve made (I’m not thinking about gambling that much), I guess it’s the loneliness, but at the same time when I get the chance to be with people I tend to prefer to be by myself.
For example today friends that I don’t see that often invited me to hang out but I made up some excuse and didn’t go.
Should I force myself to go in such circumstances (as it eventually turns out to be funny and good for me)?
As said, I’m going abroad in a few days with family and I’m very excited about it, I hope it swings my mood and let’s me live a happy remaining August till I finally start this new challenging job in September.
I wish all the best to everyone (and of course to myself)! Take care