Just a quick check in. Day 115 since my last bet. My life is still a wreck, still living at my parents, still driving to London for a few days at a time a week, spending more time with my son, focusing on recovery. As long as I do not gamble I know I am put the pieces back together.
I am attending at least 1 or 2 NA meetings a week and am working the steps. I can’t afford for that addiction to make a reappearance in my life, so heading that one off at the pass. NA is an amazing fellowship, similar but very different to GA. I am almost at 30 days since joining and do not regret it for a bit.
Love to you all, not much to report except to say that my life goes on, one day at a time.
I am grateful that this site exists, that GA exists, that NA exists, that I want recovery, that I am loved and I love back.
Most of all I am grateful that with recovery, I can have a life which is truthful, honest, open and fruitful.
Love to you all
Mav