Good morning everyone. I realised over this weekend that if I had not lasped back on April 2nd, today would be day 29 and tomorrrow Day 30. But what this does mean is that today in the last 29 days I will have gambled for only 1.5 hours. That is pretty good – infact, it makes me feel very good. So today is Day 11 of NO GAMBLING AT ALL.
I am on a higher does of pills now which makes me sleepy, but seems to be better for my mind. But nothing takes away the reality of what I have done. Gambled my life away. There is no quick fix, and I cannot sweep this under the carpet.
We have childcare today to Monica and I are both going into the office to continue the process of shutting everything down.
There are so many positive stories on here, such as Adam and Fritz and Charlster all getting into or close to 40 days.
Love to all
Mav