Just a quick update. I’ve been going to my exams lately and it has taken a lot of time. To be honest, I was not really happy with the grades I got – I was aiming for higher and I know I could have done better. This bothers me a lot even though grades don’t matter for any future jobs for my education, it’s definitely just some personal ego BS and me demanding too much of myself. I don’t have gamble thoughts, but I do struggle with a lack of happiness or positive mentality because I feel much of my life right now is a marathon of work and struggle. I’m not gonna be able to enjoy much of a summer break because it’s already filled up with a summer course and other school-related stuff. As a result, I felt the need for something that could kind of lift my spirits to give me a break from the stress, which is why I’ve started to play an online MMORPG game, which I have been playing on and off since I was like 8 years old. To be fair, this could prove to be a bad decision if I end up spending too much time on it and let it come before my other day to day activities. I did tell my girlfriend about this and asked her to keep an eye on me just in case.
I wish you all a happy gambling free life.
– Chris