What you are experiencing, Monica is a
“Dark Night Of The Soul”.
A most difficult, but necessary part of real spiritual awakening.
You won’t want to hear what I’m saying now, but it’s a good sign. I have been in that awful place too. I hate it!
We need to empty ourselves totally before we can be renewed.
It is not uncommon. God IS watching. We cannot perceive Him with our finite minds.
He is omnipotent.
Do NOTHING, Monica. Just surrender.
You have no other choice.
I want you to know you are in my thoughts and prayers.
