Well done for your courage and honesty. You owed that to your loved ones more than the money you borrowed from them
Well done for finding those solutions, closing accounts and using that compensation to clear debts. That’s taking responsibility for your actions rather than burying your head.
Trust will take time. I keep reminding myself Rome wasn’t built in a day. Little by little your finances will get better as will your mind and your relationships. Your relationships are the most important as is your wellbeing.
Well done again and do keep posting about how you’re getting along.