ok yes I gambled. to most that is no big surprise right?? I needed to come clean about it at least here. I wasn’t able to cause much damage since I had just a few hundred dollars. I had the extra cash so I didn’t feel bad loosing that much. I am going to try not to go back but I feel bad that I gave in to the urge. I will not tell my hubby because it would just hurt him and make him angry and I don’t think I can handle that. I will carry on and try to do better.
I won’t dismiss the fact that I was doing well and can do better. I’m not chasing loses and haven’t any financial setbacks. Back to work Tuesday and I can put this behind me. i will not fail completely ever again. I just stepped backward for a few hours. Its time to walk forward and head for the right direction. Here I go again one day at a time FG
