Charlster, you are doing amazing. I really wish I had found this site 3 years ago. I am so daunted by what I have done and how to get out of it. I feel like such an idiot for gambling my future away, for all the lies I have told. The person I have hurt the most is myself, and my wife and my son. And now I have pushed them away for good.
I just cannot make sense, as I sit here, how I lost so much time gambling when I knew I was losing. Not just money, but time I did not have to complete our project. And now that money is gone.
I am sorry to post on your site, but I see how well you are doing and if you can do it then I can.
I am going to have to learn how to live on my own, I have to get a new job, I have to do so much.
Keep up the good work, your posts are insirping.