Thanks so much for sharing that information with me that is great!
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nWhich ones do you facilitate? I think there is a major time difference as I am in Australia.
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nToday is day 27 or something close to that and I still find myself processing what I did and coming to terms with that.
nI have an initial session next week with a psychologist to see whether we connect or not and I see that has a positive step in the right direction.
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nMy ex and I ended up talking and I tried to explain to him the reasoning behind what I did and how I felt and how I feel about what I did to him, it was a very hard conversation and it took me a while before I could really get to the core of it and pour my heart out. He was really standoffish and I felt slightly intimidated and judged, which made communicating that much harder for me, as expressing myself isn’t something I can do freely, it is a big struggle as I just go numb. We talked things through and he really wants me to get help and be in my life as long as I continue to be transparent and get the help I need. He mentioned having my pay go into his bank account, which is not an issue for me, what I find difficult is the navigating of all that as I have expenses that are direct debited out of my account. And how long does this last, is it till he can trust me again? I mean this could be another 2 years or so before he does and he doesn’t want to open a join account, he wants it going into his account. It would make my life easier, if it was joint. We are going to talk about this on the weekend but I wanted to know what some healthy boundaries might be.
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