Dear diary
Condition can change, people can change but my recovery must continue.
One of the best advice I received was build up my support network.
This is a preventive measure and safety net, because anything can happen and it is good to prepare for it.
I am human, I was not perfect, of cos I was affected when there are changes in my routine and structure lifestyle, I need time to adapt to new changes but it could have been worst. One may return to old ways or give up recovery totally.
I only need to go to new ones to replace the old ones and continue my journey.
For example
Then
Monday – n.a, Tuesday -Blessed Grace Church Social Service, Wednesday – n.a, Thursday-One Hope Center, Friday- n.a, Saturday- One Hope Center, Sunday-Sunday Service
Now
Monday-GA meeting, Tuesday – Blessed Grace Social Services, Wednesday – 12 steps workshop, Thursday-Gambling Support Group Meeting (Hospital), Friday – Blessed Grace Social Services, Saturday- Healing Service, Sunday-Sunday Service