Now home from London. Looking at all my problems again and it is insurmountable. My daughter on way up. I have no money. No money to pay bills. Eat. Goto work. What happens when rent can’t be paid at the end of month and others bills and credit cards can’t be paid. Gee so many other things as well. My head is now hurting again and i hate this life despite some lovelly people who want to help. But I’m passed helping and have been a damn fool and don’t know why. Damn maybe I should have jumped after all…
I cannot see a light at all. Nothing now.
Last week maybe, 2 weeks ago possibly, 3 weeks ago yes and a month ago definitely. But I gambled all the money away and have less than nothing.
All of you stop stop now before you get to the real real bottom of a hole and there is no way up for sure.
