I completely understand. I’ve lost $2000 in about an hour before. Then you walk out thinking how the f*** did I just let that happen?? But we did. We did let it happen.
I’ve been trying to stop for lets say 2 years. For a long time, I guess I didn’t really want to stop either. It’s fun! (haha, nope it’s really not). I have felt sick about my losses. Almost thrown up thinking about it. Thought about suicide. It really does get that bad.
One thing I am learning and I’ve read it over and over again is that we lose when we place our FIRST bet. It’s that first one that gets us, because it never stops there. The first leads to the second leads to $400 gone. It wasn’t the last spin that lost, it was the first one. Ever doing it in the first place.
I am only right now trying AGAIN. I am on day 3. Sorry if I am rambling but I think talking to others who understand and possibly helping others is what will in turn help me.
Stay strong. Look to the future, not the past.
