Been really busy over the last few days and even now as I go to bed im thinking I need to get up an hour early to do a few things . And all of this helps my non gambling quest as keeping busy is so important to me . Had one wobble early tonight , had been out doing things and needed to sit down and have a drink . With joe c right across the road I nearly succumbed but managed to keep walking.
Its payday this weekend again and my achievement this month of being able to still give my dad some of the money he bailed me out with when he said dont bother this month is one I havent done in alot of years . That is manage my finances myself like normal people must .
So onwards again , im enjoying the sun and scratting about for junk and just need to keep doing the things I know will keep me safe .
This year started really badly but hopefully the last 6 months of this year can be great . X
