what a beautiful post Laura and much appreciated, i hadn’t really put my achievements into such a positive perspective but you are so right, i think not gambling is always going to a journey but it is so important to recognise where you were and where you are now.
the gambling to run away from problems/feelings seem to be such a common trait, from the minute you decide to put a bet on the feelings would already be starting to be suppressed as the endorphins take over. the change that stands out to me now is that when i think about gambling i actually think about how disappointed i am going to feel with myself whether i win or lose.
i hope you a lovely time over the festive season which can be so troubling for many, to keep it simple that i read you was doing is wonderful and how it should be, from being in a place of debt and worry and losing all your money into slots to a place where you can embrace a holiday season and budget for gifts and a few edible treats is such a blessing. Not gambling can only enrich your life with appreciations that so many take for granted. thank you for all your posts, you have such a lovely way of communicating. 🙂
