[Coaster76]

Hi Charles

Went into bookies at lunch, didn’t take any money with me so I couldn’t bet , still , just going in and watching my mate bet gave me buzz, so tempted now on way home and have small bet on cricket tonight. Why did I do it? I could do with couple of hundred as I’m off work next 2 weeks , I’ve missed that buzz and think just one bet, win, and only bet with profit , when gone , abstain again . Done 9 days now so I can hold back , but then again if lose there’s cricket tomo and Thursday and I know I’ll wanna get money back if I lost . I sometime believe I can control, then I have a blow out and feel like I did weekend before last . It’s so hard not betting on sport , especially as it’s never off our screens .