I started the day 27 full days GF. In a few moments of weakness today, I found a way around the blocking software on my phone. I played online blackjack and over the course of about 20-30 minutes I lost about the equivalent of half month’s salary. I stupidly made another deposit to “chase the loss” and I fortunately received a lifeline and won the losses back to break even on the day. I have withdrawn the money.
So I am back to Day Zero again. I was doing well keeping focused on other things other than gambling. Once I break my will power, I get sucked into the gambling vortex. I will try to continue to work on what had been working so well for 27 days. I got tempted today to just play a little bit to win some money. This backfired but I was given a huge lifeline that I need to finally take advantage of.