7 November 2017 at 3:03 am
#37136
i-did-it
Participant
Aw Laura – just saw this. Tried anyway but my browser would not support chat there .
Day 40 tomorrow .
Just had my first real urge
Everyones asleep and I was trying to get some work done for my son. After my son said goodnight I realised his computer could easily be unblocked- I thought will I ? It’s only a few quid and then what stopped me I think was the time I had built up
On the journey I have travelled with others , the comraderie – I don’t know – it just felt like i would be letting everyone down – and then the urge went away and never returned.
Yeah I have changed – I am changing – but the addiction is still there somewhere hidden for now – but waiting to be activated!
Not tonight- day 40 tomorrow – feels good!