Did you not go to work?
Depression is an awful thing, so can life be, sometimes.
The tablets will take a few days before they start to have any effect.
The feelings that you’re feeling are not unique to you. The magnitude of it all, the mess you’re in, other people have been in such a big mess and have managed to get their lives back from gambling. You can too.
Once you’ve accepted fully that money is gone, then maybe you’ll start to see things more clearly. No magic wand is going to fix things overnight, you will fix things…in time, and with the right support.