Wow, miss p thank you for always thinking of me.
Thanks too to all here who have supported me on this site-too many to mention and I would not want to miss anyone. If you see your name on my thread then know I meant you!
I have tried to post here a few times-only to have my post disappear into cyber space.
There is no way to soften what I have to say so I will just say it. I am gambling and it is killing me to have to say it.
I am frequenting the slot”cafes” that are on every corner here now. I am not happy-to say the least.
I feel some what boxed out of my meeting and can’t “confess” my sin for fear of rejection.
Jennie has started yet another job. Something better than nothing. She also lost her blind cat that I spent so much money on. She never listens to me and insisted even after he wandered off and animal control picked him up ( cost me $30), on letting him go outside. He got hit by a car and crawled under the neighbors porch and died. Another cat is missing and I am presuming the worst. She just doesn’t seem as upset as I am. I thought I raised her better but she is out of control and irresponsible.
I had surgery on the 27th of April. I had my knee scoped. I had a torn minicus that they cleaned up. I have been off work the last 3 weeks and won’t return until for another week. I may have been able to put it off however I needed a break from work before I did something stupid like quit. The company and the management can be awful. We are still “new” and have so much to learn. The coaching style of my boss runs hot and cold-she manages based on emotion and makes snap judgements without getting the facts first. Everyone there is upset-2 have left. The future there is unknown.
I have also spent 8 hours in the dentist chair in the last 4 weeks. I went for a cleaning and they said I had a cracked tooth. Two fillings and a root canal later and I now have mouth pain where I had none before.
Well I could keep going but I will stop here.
bettie
