Another first class post Fritz (is that your name, or the name of your dog. I vaguely remember you saying).
You’ve moved on so far since you first posted, and I think for the first time I am recognising my faulty thinking. The next few days are crucial for me as I had a ‘win’ on the weekend. But as my wife says, how can it be a win when I lost so much – I am just slightly less down. That is the lie of the gambling addict.
I am spending the day today with my family, to enjoy the moments with them, and then I am going to enjoy doing some work and putting in place solid plans to go forwards. The pills are taking effect and although the things I was worried and anxious about haven’t gone away I feel stronger in dealing with them.
Have a great day, and 1 month is so awesome dude.