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lorraine
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Hope things are good for and your family,and i hope you had a very fun halloween with the kids.
Me i put up the No Candy sighn lol.
Im finally going to stand a chance at being gamble free again.nerves are shot ,son saved my butt Again.
Im not so sure why the fear of being homeless never stops me from gambling .I dont get it.
My daughter that moved up north moved back on thursday so relieved to have her home.the mommy in me needs my kids close and when i saw her thursday i knew why.
She left here perfect a month and a half ago,to come home with left sided movements,unsteady balance and uncontrollable movements all left sided .I said how long has this been going on she said about 3wks !!!!! Omg
So needless to say i took her to her doc and one look she said go to the hospital NOW .Dont go home first go now .we feared a stroke.
Well after a few tests and specialits it was not a stoke and she doesnt have any blood clots.phew.
But she will go for one more test of her brain.
I see my husbands disease when i watch her ,but something is slightly different about it, but not.
She was tested to not have it ,but my worst fears is that she does.
The doctor called it dystonic movements.
My holidays are over im back to work tomorrow ,my nerves are shot !!!!!.
I feel like my body fell backwards into a time warp of pain ,that i have been to before.
As my daughter sat along side me her movements never even phased me,she was my hubby.
But when i saw her i grew another pillar of strength ,not sure where it came from but i do it is taking from me to keep it up.
I never want to hear that expession Fake it till you make it ! again.
tired. hugs
Maverick im always glad to hear from you .keep safe .