A compulsive gambler never wins. We would pay anything for the buzz of the bet. And sooner or later the money is all gone.
Please don’t do anything terrible like trying another attempt! Your daughter would only feel worse. You are sick right now. Sick with the gambling disease. And like any other illness you need treatment and help.
I’m not familiar with the UK system. Please call emergency if you think you will harm yourself again. Please see your doctor to see about arranging addictions and mental health help.
We can get better. There is hope for a better life without gambling.
please take care,
Laura