Thank you Nick for your support, I appreciate it very much.
As of today I’m 9 days GF.
In addition to being 9 days GF, I found the strenght to put up another barrier. A week ago I had declared my Mastercard missing and a new one arrived friday. Without openning the envelope I called my friend to meet me sunday and asked her to activate the card for me and with a knife scratch off the three CVC numbers on the back of the card needed for Internet payments which she did. Now I’m able to use my MC for every day expenses (survival) but am unable to use it for online transactions.
Today passed rather quickly without too many thoughts of gambling. I’m not yet overly excited about leading a gambling free life, I’m doing this because I need to stop. It’s no longer an option for me.
