thanks Charles for your support, yes I am paying a reasonable amount, but the 14 months is to reach a +ve net worth (i.e. what I have is more than what I owe).
Day#36,
I feel very vulnerable to life, somehow I am managing to smile but really deep down a lot of pain and regrets, today I met a friend who has been terminated from his job a few months ago and he still searching for a job, the market is tough at this time after covid, maybe in some countries, you can depend on government support for a while until you get a new job but here as expats we are on our own, I really felt sad about him and worried about my self, who knows what will happen in future, who knows what surprises this life is hiding, but I know as of now I am so vulnerable and I am not ready to any bad surprises. and this worries me.