[Romana]

Thank you dark energy for the reply. It is always good to have the point of view of a person who is in the recovery process. It makes me very hopeful hearing from you.

To give you an update, we met on friday, we didn’t have the “talk”. Maybe are we both avoiding it. We were both happy to get back together and had some peaceful lovely moments.

I feel he wants to try to stop again. He tres to fill his time with other things (music, football and video games)

Unfortunately, yesterday night, I kind of lost our connection and he was getting more and more anxious / avoidant (I don’t even know exactly why).

Let’s see what today brings us…