8 May 2021 at 9:31 am
#77431
Dark Energy
Participant
Day#19,
yesterday I got this panic about the future, the fear that I will lose everything, again and again, the thing that calmed me down is to give myself a commitment not to have extra money not take any loans or credit cards, and I should work on my recovery daily. this what I can do and I will win. I am fed up with losing control every time, I am a much better person than who I am now, and I will recover and maintain my recovery.
19 days passed since the last relapse and I can see how wonderful is to stay in an abstinence state, I can see the benefits: my diet is in order, I am losing weight, my health is getting better, I am more focused on work…and more.
I hope the best to all of you in your recovery.