Hi Darkenergy,
It sadden me to see you have such thoughs and giving up as the darkenergy as the posting from you and i believe you will not give up as you know what is right and that why you are here in this GT forum.
I read recently, ” relapsed is part of recovery” , so Darkenergry all people doesnt make it right or correct in our lives in everything we do , be it work or anything. We will need multiple attempts and improvement. And with hard work and not giving up. I believe we can do it.
There is many people around that care about you and support you. I hope to see you continue posting and fighting together with us to overcome this addiction. We can do it.
Sunny