19 April 2021 at 4:37 pm
#77122
Dark Energy
Participant
I am done. I can’t find the way out, I have relapsed again, and again I have start day#0 in a worse condition than the previous day#0
damn, I hate my self I wish if I have the courage to do it… I have almost recovered from the gambling debt a year and a half ago, and now I am piling it again… I have lost in few days what was equal to 3 months’ salary. it is a new rock bottom in a bottomless addiction. it is a repeated cycle and I can’t find the way out.