14 April 2021 at 11:19 am
#77042
makingchange
Participant
Week 3, 21 days. I found myself at one of the hardest windows, a time I always used to play and kept walking past. I’m not filled with pride for not stopping, I’m annoyed. Annoyed I have to go through all of this because I was an idiot for so long. And I stay feeling this way for the rest of the day. At least the urge or want to slide that first 50 in isn’t there but I’m over feeling like shit. Hopefully as my finances begin to start growing again I will be happy again