14 April 2021 at 3:27 am
#77031
sunny
Participant
Hi all,
Since last post, i had a relapse and have been feeling very bad and ashamed of myself. I could have continue to deposit funds for my sports betting but i choose not to as it had become extreme tired. I realise that if fact when im winning in my sports bet account, i wasnt getting the trill or the excitement.
In fact, its the losing and trying to win back gives the andreline rush that i seem to be seeking.
Having saying all this, i have decided to seek back professional doctor help and conselling now and continue to work on journaling.
Back to @ GF day 1.
Thank you for reading and i really hope for all your support, blessing and encourgement to keep this journey going.
God bless us all.
Sunny