10 April 2021 at 4:38 pm
#76976
hopelessdegen
Participant
Day 4 – masters weekend/ufc fight night is a bad combo for me. Lots of triggers this weekend. My squirrel brain is telling me just to deposit 1000 and planning how to double up. Then that house money would distract me from my pain. Acting on those thoughts in the past have cost me everything I’ve ever had.
Still taking it one day at a time. Sometimes a minute at a time. Looking for a good meeting to go to today.