Great to hear from you Murr.
As a compulsive gambler I am in no position to advise or talk down to anyone, you are spot on about that.
As for walking away after “big wins” firstly, for me, they are not big wins as I paid for them in my losses. Secondly, if I could walk away that would mean I have power over this addiction, which clearly I do not.
This is an illness and I have it.
I’m so glad you decided on the meetings Murr. When one solution doesn’t work fully we look at what else can be done to not place a bet just for today.
I am a loser, no matter how much money is involved, because I am a compulsive gambler. It’s a lose lose situation my experience has told me.
Wishing you all the best Murr. You work your recovery in the way that feels right to you and we are always here to support and love you.
The only thing I have to do 100% right in a 24 hour period is not place a bet on anything. No slots, no sports, no raffle. It’s all gambling which I have said No to (just for today)
Peace and love to you and your loved ones
Meg