[Newshoulder]

Thanks Kathryn anche Charles for your advices, you are certainly right.

In the meantime it has been a few days since I last wrote, I felt good and very far from temptation. Then I don’t even know why, on Thursday from the null I made a bet, and I bet for two days.
Now I have blocked this account as well.

I can’t figure out what’s going on in my head. it’s like I want to quit but not completely all the way. I promised myself this time that I would definitely make it at least a month. But nothing. I’ve lost some money but most of all confidence.

Of course I want to and I have to try again.

Newshoulder +0

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