Hi Murr! It’s been forever since I posted it replied here. I do check in here and their. Anyways… First off well done on your gamble free time. 18 months is amazing. It’s something no one can take back from you. I am so sorry you got caught up in this addiction again. My heart breaks for you. I know you heard it before BUT you did it once you can do it again. Ask yourself two questions.
1.) What did you do to stop for 18 months??
2.) What did you stop doing that you started again??
Meghan mentioned a link to road to recovery. I decided to check it out.
It has been such a great help. Thanks Meghan. Please give it a try when you are ready. In the meantime I will be praying for you.