Hi Lisbeth
Plumbing problems are renowned for sending money down the drain but you fixed it. Gambling problems are renowned for sending money down the drain and you have fixed them.
Listen to your realistic brain it will save you money and allow you to keep living the life you should always have been living. Not only does being gamble-free make you happy, it also brings smiles to the faces of those who read your posts.
As ever
Velvet