Hi Lizbeth,
Your realistic self is spot on!
Your addiction is trying to suck you back in and we know where that path leads us.
If you gamble, it would take a hell of a lot more time to recoup not only the money you spent on your emergency, but what you would lose gambling. And you will lose, the addiction won’t let us do anything else.
If you were gambling you wouldn’t have been able to afford your repairs so in my eyes you won!
Remember the misery, the stress, the pain and insanity we feel when we gamble.
Stay strong, you can do this!
Love K xxxxx
