15 February 2021 at 6:12 pm
#75806
Newshoulder
Participant
Hy guys, unfortunately i relapsed again, actually after my last message I never really stopped. I played a lot and had the usual pattern; major wins that would put me at ease financially, lost with interest.
I don’t have the strength to tell my wife though. I would love to get out on my own with my own willpower. I am the one who put myself in this situation and I would love to get out of it on my own.
I’ve raised the security level, indefinitely locked out of all online sites, and reset my head to try to prevent it from happening again.
I would try to rewrite every day on this forum.
I hope to make it
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