well today is Saturday…I had thoughts of going to the bank on my way home from work to take out some money to gamble (I shut off my ATM withdrawal ability, so I have to go when the bank is open) but I didn’t do it. I can still go this morning until noon….I wish I didn’t have these thoughts.
This is the hard time for me, Saturday and Sunday…nothing to do!!!
When I deposited my check this week I only kept out $100 instead of $300…..$100 isn’t enough for a casino trip, $300 is!!! I think I would be going if I kept out the $300!!!!
I just have to get through this weekend..I need something else to look forward too!! what? i am going to spend some time with my Niece and great nephew today and then later with my little granddaughter!! I am looking forward to that, but it isn’t the same as looking forward to the excitement of the casino!!! AHHHHHHH!!! this is so hard!!!
And of course I got some decent free bet offers from two different casinos via email and regular mail!!!
I don’t want to lose my entire savings…I can’t!!! I need to just stay home!!!