Hiya Mav,
Im just about to head to bed but saw your name and im sorry you have found yourself back but glad you knew where to come.
You are actually wiser. You are much wiser than you were when you first found yourself on this website.
Question is, why? If nothing changes, nothing changes, no matter how wise you are.
You obviously have means and opportunity. Remove one (both would be better!) and eliminate the temptation. Doesnt mean you wont think about it, obsess over it (for a while) but at least you cant actually DO IT!
Then it allows for ‘normal’ thinking to start taking over. Taking over those revolting gambling thoughts. Eventually the norm will over ride the gambling thoughts. But you have to do the work. Only you can do this Mav.
Nope, its not easy, its actually pretty crappy at the time. But the end result is worth it. Believe me. Get those barriers up. You know what to do. YOU KNOW IT!
All you need to do is start.
Take care dear friend, Im always in your corner!
Love K xxx