[astrofly21]

At day 15 now – a lot of triggers throughout the day – somehow I made it through, but I was really close to breaking down. I spoke to a good friend and my family though, and that helped keep my mind of things. I read on another forum to ask yourself in these types of situations – “and then what”? You can predict what the future consequences will lead to, right back to the hole that you started with. I don’t want that.