Day#58
yesterday I had a small slip, I didn’t lose any money, just I have wasted one day in trading pulled out my original amount, and lost what I have won in the morning.
a review of what happened.
1: frankly I saw this coming, for the past 5 days I was tempted daily to put a small amount of money and trade for one day “with the foolish hope that I will double it, and if I stop after one day nothing will happen”.
2: I have resisted the temptations for 4 days but on the 5th I fail. even sending the extra money from my salary away didn’t protect me “the brain circuit for trading was triggered”.
3:so yesterday I squeezed my budget more and opened my account again” the verification didn’t take more than 30 min” and deposited that extra money.
4:I did some high-risk trades win pulled my original capital and left what I won to trade more.
5: I didn’t stop as planned ” as usual”. and for some reason, I didn’t want to pull this money out, frankly I wanted to lose it, if I won I will repeat this again but now it is over.
6: hangover: it just one day and I didn’t lose money but I am having the gambling hangover feeling today. I have the feeling like I was trading for a few weeks with all the tension and pressure that comes with it.
well, that’s it, it was a long day I am not gonna start the count from zero because I didn’t lose any money and I am feeling I already got a new push for recovery.