19 December 2019 at 8:44 pm
#53724
Crb
Participant
I feel so ashamed and awful. It’s been a bad couple of days of gambling. I did what I always do, I bet and won and had it set to withdraw then I reversed it and lost it and then some. I’m down $550 this time and I dont understand how I keep letting myself do this. I managed to figure out how to install the blocked software on the device I was using. But all I can think about is what other device can I use so I can play again and win back what I lost. I feel so weak, I feel so pathetic.